Today marks 3 weeks of running bleachers; we now do 5 sets, up from 3. And, I've gained weight!!! Not the results I was aiming for, but I can say that my legs are tighter and my butt is shaping up nicer. So, on with it!
On Tuesday, Kevin and I celebrated 19 years of marriage. When the years fly, it has to be good. I don't remember school going this fast LOL! We had a great night out for dinner and relaxation. He still makes me laugh and smile and feel really special.
Last Thursday, my 16yo started his summer, dual enrollment college algebra class! So much independence experienced in a 4 hour period! I'm not sure I can handle it, so I try to act all nonchalant, but I feel my heartstrings being tugged....HARD!
AND, I've been struggling with myself, emotionally. Charged by recent activity with a family member, I've come to the conclusion that there must be something about me that is unpleasant. Maybe I express myself in such a manner that is offensive. I'm not real sure. So, I'm trying to take a step back, reign it all in, and evaluate what I do or don't do and tweak it. I don't want to be the puddle in the sidewalk or the stain on the bleachers that everybody dodges.